There's so much I wanna say and so much I wanna do with you.. But yet, I've got to suppress all my emotions and get on with the day..
I've got a gift for you but somehow, I cant bring myself to pass it to you..
All my life, god has been pretty kind to me, sparing me from emotional tortures. But now, I'm facing the hardest test of my life. A moment of folly and I lost it all..
Staring in the eyes of the grim reaper, I'm refusing to back down, refusing to just let him put my heart to sleep. But as time ticks by, I feel myself getting weaker for the pain in me just continues to stack up..
This special day for you means alot to me.. A milestone in your life.. The day which marks the second decade in your life..
I wanna spend the remaining decades of your life by you.. For love, I can feign ignorance to anything.. I just hope that one day, you'll see my repentance and feel the sincerity of my apology and courtship..
Seeing you date another guy on your birthday nearly brought me to my knees.. Neek's a strong kid.. But no guy would be able to withstand such emotional torment.. Deep down inside, his heart's screaming your name..
During work, he broke down.. In front of 5 other people, tears rolled down his cheeks as he failed to hold them back.. Images of her in the arms of another guy tore his heart apart..
Feeling so empty now, I looked back at our past and found a promise i made.. I promised to love you for life and I'll keep it..
Happy birthday my love..

Neek!
Nineteen
Nanyang Poly
02/11/89
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