The tattoo, the scars, the fights and the pain. Everything seemed so familiar yet so distant, so real yet so unreal. The only proof of its existence is perhaps the pain that lingers on. People too have come and go. Many have staged their appearances in his life but little have made impacts like you did.
He seemed to have lost fragments of himself as time ticks by. He has searched everywhere for an identity and a purpose in life but he’s never found it for he never really knew what he was looking for. Not until he met you…
When he first had you in his arms, he was hoping that time would come to a total standstill. You are beautiful, far more than all, his heart’s desires. He embraced all that was sweet and offered them to her no matter how mushy they might sound. He wished the candle burns longer, that the winds stop blowing and the hearts stop swinging. Happiness, he wished he could have given you the world.
Lust stepped in too quick too soon. He grappled with the horns of the devils. The fears, the temptations, and he lost it. He succumbed to the devil. Metamorphosis they called it. He transformed into someone who was such a stranger to her, someone who could not live up to his promises.
She snapped. The fragile strings that were holding them together split into two and that signaled the end of it all.
He spent nights staring into space, asking himself what he’s done. He crumbled, like a little boy failing, like a little boy throwing tantrums early in the morning after the first feed. He had it all, but he threw it all away.
Back up on his feet, he wants to make amends.
If this is his last will, what should he pen down? On pieces of paper so fragile, on ink that fades with the passing of time, he wants to leave assurance to the love of his life. He would like to stand against the test of time with her. Would you hold his hand and walk the journey with him?
If he could whisper gently to your ears, he would say,” I love you.”
Neek!
Nineteen
Nanyang Poly
02/11/89
Basketballer
Soccer Player
Gamer
Lamer
xLimit_BrEaKx@hotmail.com
i.DEMAND.
Good Grades
New Comp
Topman Skinnies
Forever Love
More Cash
PS3
PSP Slim
A Whole New Life
i.DISCRIMINATE.
Feeling Fat
Quarrels
Being Late
Feeling Poor
Oversleeping
Fat And Dumb Asses
Losing
the.SPOKEN.lies
.BITCHING.time
through.THICK.and.THIN
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